i suddenly realise that im becoming a dangerous driver. dangerous i mean taking chances with my own life. i was waiting to turn right off the main road n was a few metres away from the small driveway i was going to turn in. there was a lot of traffic n i was getting impatient. taking my chances, i swerved to the opposite lane, drove forward n saw a car driving in my direction. i then turn right n luckily didnt get into a headon collision. the prob with me is that i didnt get scared the shit out of me. its normal for me alr. omg, i think im really going to fail my restricted which is only coming in june. if i still persists my way, i dont think i can even last till june. my friend jeff is having his restricted like in days n i really hope he can breeze tru it (this is definitely a overstatement)

then today when i was driving from my grandparents hse in blkhse bay, i saw the cloudless sky dotted with stars. i suddenly wanted to go mteden hill or cornwall park. or maybe tmr go watch sunrise like wat i did in the hols. but then i realise its sch now n i still gt tabletennis at 8am tmr. i alr canclled one last time. this time better dont if not coach will be pissed. sch bag havent even open n a day is alr gone. think this is the best day of the week. no bks. just balls... wat i mean is tabletennis n tennis. hopefully i will figure out a time when i can go swimming on a regular basis. then my goal for ebs will be achieved ( even though its impossible or nothing, i still want to try) then when i reach home, i saw 2 bmws parked outside my neighbours hse. same model n car. only car plate diff. damn cool. think it will cost me 40 yrs to get one bmw n i dont think it will last one day.