21/2/06. i will remember this day forever. it is the official day when i start going to sch for studies. n things just didnt turn out the way i want. maybe the god likes to play tricks on me. first day of sch, n ive impressed myself by getting late, with special thanks to my cousin. i woke up at 8am. quickly, i went to wake up my cousin. seeing him opening his dirty eyes, i got off to change my clothes n hav breakfast. 810am, i went to check with him n found that he was still slping. pissed, i grabbed his blanket n threw it onto the floor. he was still sucking his thumb with his jiumaomao in the other hand. still didnt move. i pulled him up n shouted at him. finally hes fully awake. the time is alr 815. i stripped him of his clothes n told him to get changed. 820am, hes having breakfast. seeing that im going to be late, i told him to eat in the car. 830, we finally reached his sch n i drop him off. but the story didnt end here.
831am, i realise im stuck in a traffic jam, 2nd time in my lifetime. the cars just didnt move. cos its the peak hr n the road im using is the main road. 900am, im still on the road, with a few hundred metres away from sch. we were supposed to reach sch at 855am n im so dead. 915am, i finally parked my car n went to sch. there was still assembly n ive to report to the prefects in a classroom. when i reach there, i found that it was full. there was no place to sit so i stand n i give my name to the prefects. after a while, it was over n i went to find my claz. i didnt know that i was so stupid until then. i gt into a wrong form claz n have to search for another one. when i finally gt to the right one 6G, the lousiest cambridge claz in the sch, my teacher informed me that i was not in his list. everyone in the claz c me as invisible. even when i tried to talk to someone, it was unsuccessful. gd play. totally awesome. i was then told to c the deputy headmaster abt my claz. when i reached him, he was scolding a bunch of kids for playing truant n he thought that i was one of them. so 10mins of dressing-down n i finally explain my predicament. then he told me that he dont care abt such stuff n shouted at me: Go ask someone, just dont bother me!!! i cant believe it. the staff in administration really suck. after another 10 min, i found the correct administrator n i return to my subject claz. just as i knock the door, the bell rang n the lesson was over. im speechless. then i went to my 2nd lesson which is math. they were still learning linear inequalities n how to change the sign. i really want to laugh.
after math is a break. but since i didnt bring any food or lunchbox n didnt hav any friends, it was an useless break. i gt no place to hang around so i loiter around the hall. did the same for lunchtime except an interesting event happened. there was no canteen or cafeteria by the way. only a run-down stall on the middle of a road,which sell drinks n chips. i bought a bottle of coke which cost $2.60. ex like hell. accidentally, i dropped a 10 cent coin n a boy suddenly come up to me n ask if i can give to him. really very thickskinned. i dont want to cause any trouble or fight on my first day. so i just let him take it. n guess wat he said. he asked for more. f--- off. i nearly blurted. then i just say thats enough n walked off.
after the first break was my physics lesson. i was deployed to the lousiest claz. this also goes for the same for my bio n chem by the way. so during the lesson, there was this fire alarm n when we reached the field, it turned out to be a facade. some idiot swtiched on the alarm n we had to suffer half an hr of inferno under the sun.
nxt was eng lesson, n i didnt understand a thing. they were doing eng lit n i dont know abt a stuff. some bk called glass mengetris bah, n they hav alr finish the whole bk. i really gt a lot to catch up. sing eng really nd to buck up. i think i nid to forget my singlish. then there was this geo genius who know all the capitals of the world. really siao.
the last lesson was chem,when i gt there, the teacher was giving out marked test papers n he announced that the claz average was 51. when i asked the person beside me to show him his papers, i was shocked. they were doing balancing equations n more than half the claz fail. then the claz lesson was abt relative atomic mass. i nearly slp tru the whole lesson. thks to my holistic teacher mr chow, i think can slp tru the whole yr.anyway, its the same for bio too. gt mrs lim to thank, i think ive alr covered the whole syllabus. unfortunately, for physics, there r still some stuff i dont know, maybe its becos physics is just too tough n im too stupid. i gt my first hw of the yr today. its physics n its abt vectors like the ones in amath. i think im going to do it tmr during lesson.
one more thing to add, we r being treated like primary sch students. still gt to go to assembly everyday, waiting in the hall like sitting duck. i hope i can be early n experience the feeling tmr. then the uniform really suck. shorts, long socks, black leather shoes, navy blue long sleeve shirt, i gt a pic in my photo gallery. the jumper n jacket r better, more presentable. even though the sch is that lousy, the clothes cost me 373 dollars n i havent bought my tennis jersey. then my aunt still gt to donate 700 dollars before i can enter sch formally. a total rip off. the only gd thing is i dont nd to pay any sch fees. haiz, how worse can the sch get. i doubt i can hav any friends. saw quite a few number of lonely pple, living in solitude. eat by themselves n study by themselves. i dont want to be like them. i want friends. i need them!!!notice another trend too. the asians never mingle with the caucasions. seems that theres a distinct difference other than the colour. if u c a chinese with a white, then theres must be something wrong. the chinese must be a banana. skin colour is yellow, but hes all white. hope tmr is a better day.