fkfkfk, i really want to kill myself. today damn unlucky. i totally speechless. so pissed off with myself. i actually wanted to study tonight for my 3 common test tmr : physic math n bio. but then i give up now. totally in dismal. no spirit. no motivation. today at sch i went to play basketball. then my game was finished n i walk out of the court. out of the blue, a ball came smashing right into my right face, damn hurting, then i bent down a little n another ball came flying towards me. it was so close to hitting my left face. how unlucky can i get?? my ear is still burning hot now due to the friction. then when i was sending my granny home from grocery shopping, i got into an accident. i was turning right from the main rd to a small rd. i let a car turn left to the small rd n i just turn right, without bothering to check whether if theres still any car on the opposite lane, cos i thought theres no one liao. then there was this cyclist travelling at fast spd n i didnt c her. it happen all within a sec n she was like onto the floor. think she knocked onto my car n fell to the ground cos her bike was a bit tilted. only a slight scratch on my car. luckily she wasnt hurt at all. no bruise no blood. all thks to her fast reaction to swerve. haiz,,, im really so dead. within these 5 mths of driving, ive committed all the crimes a driver can hav. shit man. now i nd to pay her if she sent her bike to repair.hope it wont cost me a bomb. the bike shes riding also very old alr. kind of mountain bike. i really now hope its not a lot n i can solve the prob as fast as possible. so that i can hav gd nights slp. god bless me. i really shldnt be driving on the rd. i just said that i would drive safely a few days ago n yet i gt myself into deep shit. sorri man, i dont think im capable enough to teach puchen or thomas alr. the blind leading the blind. i think i going to hate driving. no. i think im scared of driving... my driving skills really suck
