today damn suay. my head took most of the blows n it really hurts. dont know who curse me until like that. during lunchtime, i went to play bb. then a bb stuck my head like an atomic bomb. then when i was trying to get a ball, i knock into another person n my left hemisphere was groaning. wat kind of skull is the other guy made of? steel?after that gt math claz. during the lesson, i went to pick up smthing n when i gt up, my head knock into the edge of the old notice board. luckily the board dont hav nails. otherwise i will be so dead. then when i gt into my car, i bumped onto the car ceiling. siao loh, how many knocks can a head handle? suay until like that. gan.

3 mths in nzl n i still dont know wat sport to concentrate. i actually wanted tennis but very hard, cos here only a few chinese play tennis n their tennis not very gd. now i still on the waiting list for the teams in preseason. gt to wait till nxt term.except im now playing every fri evening in an external club. don tknow if i can still make it, like ian. nxt is table tennis. i hates tt cos of my stupid coach. now gt no choice but to play this. joined the preseason teams n play. found my \self a coach. 30 bucks an hr. i think im going to go broke cos i at least train 2 hrs a week. then still gt other sports the sch hav. like rugby n cricket. but i not interested. soccer is no chance for me. swimming or water polo can drown me. crosscountry unless im crazy. chess till i slp. dont know y dont hav bowling.then can bowl everyday for free. badminton also canot, cos of my tennis. i cant play these 2 at the same time, so must make sacrifice. mountain biking n race biking also canot cos bike too lousy.wanted to try yachting or rowing, but scared of the sun, later get skin cancer. ags very little clubs to join. my friend ask me join the asian cultural grp. something like cldds , still gt auditions. i just join as backstage crew. but then now think gt no projects. sian, really gt nothing to focus on. tennis n table tennis play until so lan. can give up alr.